her fingers grazed my cheek gently
and lightly

unexpectedly

"you have freckles too"
she said, smiling at me

and I smiled back

everything around me feels so tight
it's not so much as a physical tight that I sometimes experience when old clothes don't fit me
it feels like the kind of tight where the whole world is closing in on me (inside)

it follows me around, this tightness ( Read more... )

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I think I've figured out why I can't really like a person enough for it to develop into something more like love.

The people I think I might really like end up disappointing me with their flaws. God it sounds so shallow. But when one is supposed to be in love, they get so blinded by the person that they don't really see their flaws. But I get so so ( Read more... )

It's hard to fall asleep when there are things on my mind.

That's why I find myself writing entries like these 2.47 am on Saturday nights. I can't stop thinking about love, and yes, the love we think we deserve.

So yep, I just watched Perks of a Wallflower. I haven't read the book, but there were some things Mr. Anderson said that really hit me. ( Read more... )

original post date: June 9, 2012; 2.17 am

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so, for the benefit of bookxbutterfly (welcome aboard the 1D ship, there's literally no turning back 'cuse it's only one direction), I have compiled a list of my favorite fics. it's, ah, a lot. hehe. NO REGRETS THOUGH yes, there was a lot of late night action meaning *fic* lol

IT'S NOT FIC IF IT'S CANON
huhuhu what is gay

( under the cut for some lovin' )

I was sitting by a porch,

and then suddenly a firefighter appeared with a hose. He was dressed in the stripper version, not the regular firefighter outfit (red pants with suspenders and no shirt). his body was so delicious. ugh.

and it started off with harmless flirting and then he started to spray me with the water. and it was really kinky, like ( Read more... )

“The world is a wonderfully weird place, consensual reality is significantly flawed, no institution can be trusted, certainty is a mirage, security a delusion, and the tyranny of the dull mind forever threatens -- but our lives are not as limited as we think they are, all things are possible, laughter is holier than piety, freedom is sweeter than ( Read more... )

One of the most beautiful songs I've ever heard, thought I'd share. :) That, and because I miss high school already.

by Casey Yunque

VERSE 1
The year is done
Now here we are
Looking the future in the face
Who knew that we could come so far
And soon we’ll be parting ways

PRE-CHORUS 1
Our high school years
Our college fears
Let’s turn back the time now
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